YOU CAN'T PUSH TO MOTiON WHAT NEEDS TO LEARN TO BE STILL

-SANDRAYATI

CREATING MY SPACE // BUILDING MY PLACE

LOSING A SPACE IS LOSING THE PHYSICAL REMINDERS OF OUR PAST LIVES THAT WERE LIVED THERE. IT'S FINDING THAT CHAPTERS WE THOUGHT HAD CLOSED UNINTENTIONALLY AND AT LEAST PARTIALLY REMAINED OPEN. THEY ACHE, NO LONGER EXISTING IN WALLS, FLOORS, OR OBJECTS. THEY ACHE ONLY EXISTING IN THE MIND.

2721 . SOiL WAS AN ATTEMPT AT RELIEF BY RECREATING A SPACE, MY SPACE. A PLACE I NO LONGER HAVE ACCESS TO. THEREFORE NO LONGER HAVE ACCESS TO THE MOMENTS THAT WERE CREATED AND LIVED THERE.

IT'S AN ADAPTATION I HAVE TO LEARN. THERE ARE TOOLS I NEED TO INVENT. IT'S TIME TO BUILD MY SPACE.

IT'S TIME TO CREATE MY SURVIVAL.